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Existance Hurts

I over reacted . I'm paranoid. But that's not the reason why . I was really jealous . I didn't mean to do it But you gave her all your attention . I felt weak . useless. Invisible.. Call me an attention seeker but All I'd ever wanted was YOUR  attention . I don't think you know how I felt But I can tell you honestly Your'e a really great friend . It may be due to your friends , career , reputation or maybe society , You've changed. Maybe it's not you. Its me.
Then your friend came along, I felt blessed. I felt that i'm noticed . It was a moment of  a whole new experience of  friendship . I felt that maybe society Isn't that bad. But as days goes by . I've noticed . Noticed how your friend had slowly distanced me . I didn't want to seem so despo so I kept quiet .  But I didn't want to kept quiet till all your friends  dispersed into the wind . Maybe I'm doing something wrong. But I just can't laid my finger on it.
 I didn't know what to say . I didn't know what I'm doing wrong. You told me ,  A girl who hated me.  I don't know why . You didn't want to tell me .  It bothers me alot . It hurts  to know my existance brought to you so much trouble . I kept asking myself why? All I wanted was to make new friends , Is that too much to ask for ? Whats the reason you hate me for? Did I offend you unintentionally? If I did I'm really sorry of what I had done. Sincerely , I hope you will forgive me